Bout to Blow

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just different

Hand me my hat hand me my coat

Tying my shoes it’s time for me to go

You’re holding on to me too tight

I can’t move my feet

Feels like I’m Dying in my sleep

You say you’re helping me

To get up off the ground

Feels heavy like you’re holding me down

I don’t know if I’m just jumping to

 Conclusions or paranoid

I heard you talking about me

 In the middle of the night

What you said wasn’t right

The scars on my back are hurting

It’s a sign for certain

The hairs on the back of my neck

 Stands at attention

 I feel like I’m at a lynching

You cook but I don’t eat

My stomachs bad  bleeding ulcers

You’re draining me

Nothings left but the pain in me

And a cup of misery

Triggering something inside of me

Something I hide in me

I don’t try to be

Hush don’t wake the beast

Let it sleep it need its rest

The last time it got loose

What a mess

 It’s no longer a part of me

 But it still rides with me

I’m out the box

 I’m not a puppy

 Don’t rub me

The wrong way

It’s not your day

Your time has come

I’m just trying to give you a chance

Take it and run