Its dark in here, i can't wait until its time to leave, cause lately it seems mama u forgot all about me, you ignore the fact that im here like you want me leave, getting drunk smoking weed i can taste every seed, was it something that i did tell me please and I'll fix it, its like the harder i kick the more you seem not to listen or notice, all the alcohol make it hard for me to focus, im dying slowly feeling hopeless, tell me whats the reason that you changed your feelings toward me, you once told me that you would do anything for me, now lately all i hear is talk about abortion, don't really know what that means, but hopefully it'll stop you from feeding me all this poison, either way i still love you mama and i don't expect u to be perfect, i know u don't purposely mean it when you hurt me, and every since daddy voice went away you been hurting too, so i know u know how it feel to have another person hurting you, but todays pain was too much to take, i felt a painful force and it pulled me away, and i woke up in this place, i met a man he held me tight and told me dont be afraid, not to fret about your ways cause pain is all you knew, and if he can forgive you mama i can forgive you too