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What is my destiny when my future seems so bleek,
how do I search for something that may take years to seek.
How do I close my eyes and forget all the hurt,
Being told many times by many people what I'm not worth.
How do I just close my eyes and say "Thank you lord for this day"
When anger, hurt, fear and despire roams inside me
each and everyday, and when I ask for help I'm told to pray.
How do I keep faith, when there's barely any faith at all,
being dealt the wrong hand, It's sometime hard not to blame god.
I was told you'd be there, I was told you cared, it doesn feel
that way, life just doesn't seem fair.
I don't know how much faith I have in you,
or if what faith I do have is true, I've only
got one more question for you,
and that is How do I lord not give up on you?
Inspired by a friends words.
