Peaceful and warm, like a calm before a storm

Theres not a cloud in sight, even the stars are sl...

No holdin back with this last breath,

I gotta make it all count and I have zero regrets,

Everyt...

Diiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee the metal screams in my ears and I blink back tears that threaten to eng...

Why do I feel so alone cause the world doesnt notice my presence and the black water reflects the...

I hate living this live that has so much secrecy and everything dosent even has to do with me, an...

They tell me, put the gun to my head.

Pull the trigger either way you’re dead.

This is y...

Martin had a dream.
We all use to chase it.
Now we chase the CREAM.
No respect, not a bit....

We fell for the things we never ONCE had lusted
Now we gaze at each other- feeling disgusted
Bo...

We gotta wait for the rhythms revision as we’re sitting
Rather than hating & hitting
We ...

Love
We fight over
Then love we make up under
Fresh linens
Enthralled there after
finding o...

Every inch I take feels like a mile,

Trying to scrape my way to the top,

Just so I can pick at ...

Theres nothing more calming than sounds of a soothing voice,

I eavesdrop on most conversations b...

Today is a day I'm feeling uninspired,

Its like bare hands on ice,

Try to slip and slide this p...

once upon a time ,

I was good enogh to call a friend.

once upon a time

I admired your companio...

I want to cry, but not in front of you

I'm gonna break down, theirs nothing left to do

just smi...

I wanna know what its like to feel pretty the same way a flower knows its beautiful,

I want to f...

Distracted for a split second,

I almost missed it,

The best moment of my life,

If I would've k...

Love like cupcake frosted fingertips,

Love like hands sticky with honey,

Love like grapenow or ...

Why do we loose the ones we love,

Face full of tears,

Head full of memories,

I eventually ran ...

Heart heavy as I remember the day you left,

I held your hand as you slipped away,

A whole dug i...

And as I read lost tomes of my work and shed tears on my dirk I stand against a world that devour...

Verse One:
Past relationships were awful
More than million tears
i have no trust, not for any ...

I get on with life as a Hustler,
I'm a ***ed kinda person.
I like Getting Money on Sundays,
...

The feelings I have today,

I shouldve had yesterday,

In the here and now its too little too lat...

Somehwere along the line we got too comfertable on our couches,

Stopped fighting for what's righ...

I am wasting time in the rearview of my minds eye,

I am seeking to find a better scope of the si...

now you wanna be friends,

make amends,

turn back the hands of time

and act as if what you did ...

I gotta sit first
Before I spit out a quick verse
Because the pain on my inside
Is making me w...

War's a whore
Her body’s a battlefield
Sex in her eyes
Seen a lot of single, divorced, ...

Ironically
I have become her blame
To her, I am nothing but shame
Now living with an internal ...

I can hear your heart breaking from miles away

regretting all your choices, finding reasons nott...

Verse I
Blame the world for all of your problems
Never seek within to see the reflection
Too i...

Feeling all alone
Even when by people I’m surrounded
I would’ve been dead 10 yrs...

Destro
Verse I

Leave me, dead or alive. Made it this far, I know now I can survive.
Swallowed...

A real loser

Pretend it ain't real
When you really lose her

Aggressive,
Real abusive

Pensiv...

Boy meets gun

Smitten by tales of the thrill
Enamored with gripping her sexy appeal
Easily aro...

I can still feel his handprint indented on my cheek

it happened about a decade ago, yet it feels...

Do I need to be perfect
To offer my service
As my form of worship
Or would it all be worthless...

Living life rested in unbalanced hands feels like my greatest sin,

Destiny uncertain, swimming s...

Sweltering heat perspires the middle of my back,

Calloused hands till the earth in search of som...

You are the center of spring and all my thoughts rush around you,

They work the earth and grow a...

I woke up this mornin with a brand new love for myself,

I have finally ceased to exist for every...

Unused words are the leading cause of unecessary tragedies,

They sit and rot while people chomp ...

My time is drawing nigh
I keep my eyes up on high
Not knowing how much time I have left
I stru...

Time has come for us to part

We knew this from the very start

I never thought we'd come this fa...

Writing poetry is healing for the brain

Sometimes when I write I try to refrain

Not to criticiz...

our old pictures still hang on the wall

we don't look like the same people at all

this laugh, t...

maybe I'm to young to know whats real

but I thought I'd finally got it right

with us, there was...

For most of my life I was dumb founded
Ground shaken so much
MY foundation to stand firm
I nev...

Cold wind hits my face.
The birds chirp so silently.
I'm dying good bye.
You, me, together.
U...

To dream is all i wanted, but had memories that keep em haunted. As a kid i was constantly taunte...

I have been granted an enigmatic vision
To tune out the world and ignore the reality shows on te...

They arrived
Silently killed me
Came from above me
As I slept
They would tear sheets
Compare...

When you're a star
They'll do anything, they love you
but once the light dims, the shines gone
...

just tell me, what am I suposed to think

not a word, in a whole week

Iguess when your off, with...

The dark clouds cover the horizon of my paradise as lightning lances across the sky and shocks th...

Sing to me a lullaby, a sweet and smooth tune

Sing to me a lullaby, under the radiant moon

whis...

Eh...who cares nowadays...even if i do this...will it get radio plays...mmm i dont think so...unl...

Old brushes

Set in old dusk

Rises and strokes dawn strange to new days

Picture birds wis...

You are the center of spring,

All my thoughts rush around you,

They work the earth and grow a g...

Impatiently waiting for the day where my chemistry and his chemistry mix to cumbust and create so...

Find me under moonlight,

Try to run with me around the stars,

Whisper stories slowly to me,

Te...

Yeah you may think its odd but there's only one god, he gave us birth, he made this earth, he lov...

When you ask me what to say,

I say I can't call it,

But I can write it,

I say what I mean bett...

Keeping me at an arms length is working against you,

Because I am finally following your lead an...

Something about you makes me silly inside,

Warm fuzzies tingling on my fingertips,

Spread to my...

Today I’m feeling powerful - slightly
To say it politely
I felt horrible last night(ly)
...

Today
I’m feeling refreshed and well rested
God took His time to take my soul and have b...

you're hatred,jealousy,

lies and disolucion...

products of the insecurity that

haunts you from...

If itold you that I love you

would you believe it to be true

If I told you that I love you

wha...

Whenever your in doubt

just look upon me

the picture will be clear

your future you will see.

I'm so evil sometimes

feeding him, all my sweet lies

but, Ican't handle the truth myself

I'v...

It Been A Minute Since I Went In...
People Asking Where I Been...
So Here I Am...
Damn...
I D...

Ban my haiku but can't ban my love for poetry! Like a text book I hold the wisdom unknown to some...

thisemptyness inside your soul

is just begging to swollow you whole

each night it'sthe same d...

It must be that time of day. That time when we have it our way. Time to share the raps we lay. Hu...

Standing weak and so defenseless. Dying now would be so ***ing senseless. Cutting me up inside bu...

My mind is like Amityville
I bring with me a little bit of calamity still
I have no need to cur...

We need to kill the system
That’s become a prison
Imprisoning minds
Keeping us blind
B...

Desecration of self ruling
Spirit of a cynic
Trying to ape and them mimic
The power of the Hol...

Flammable soul
Burning spirit
Yearning
Always studious
Quite meticulous and tenacious
Foreve...

Factual fiction
Actual diction
Methodical Restriction
Concentrated addiction
Astroprojected s...

I’m an alphanumerical fleshy object that’s complex
Born & raised in the projects
...

I feel the sudden urge
To verbally splurge
Speak of the disgust and disdain
Coming from the si...

Conquering myself
Is the greatest battle ever desired
The day my demons are murdered and burie...

he came around

and he pulled me from the ground

wiped away my guilt

wrapped his love around me...

The high frequency.
It really just eats at me.
One day I’ll be free.

Trouble in my hood.
Seems that we are any good.
Why die if I could.

In the arms of Christ.
This man has me so enticed.
He died to me, Christ.

Nothing I have done.
Everything I have not won.
Why am I his son.

i know i am hard to deal with
i am a rationalizing mind
set on changing and
that sometimes cau...