Why Won't U Let Me Love U?

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A conversation that I wasn't quite ready for...Being that my heart is still kinda sore, but realizing that I deserve so much more....He looked me in my eyes with such sincerity & care.... & said "Damn this is so ***in unfair!" "Why won't u let me love u? PLEASE let me love u! I wanna be your eyes when u can't see, I wanna be tha song that sings ur sweet Melody... I wanna be tha water that washes ur body real clean, after u been sweatin & stressed from tha heat.... I wanna be ur punchin bag when ur mad, I wanna be ur smile when ur feelin sad.....Why won't u let me love u??? I'm listening." He's makin me so uncomfortable, tryna look him in his eyes....Every time a man opens his mouth, I instantly think he's telling me lies.......But It's something different this time..... I swear I saw a tear glistening on his cheek, it fell from his eye when he first began to speak & he wiped it away real nonchalantly.... While he continued gazing at me..... "Why won't u let me love u? I wanna love tha rhythm of ur heart beat, while ur body is layin on top of me, real close chest to chest while our hearts meet.... I wanna love ur crazy hair all over ur head, when u first awake in tha mornin & get outta bed, I wanna love u! Everything about u even tha nasty things, & let u curse me out when u turn into tha witch that mother nature brings....kuz I know u only flip when ur period's on kuz ur an Angel & ur not quite used to this physical form.....My love will keep ur spirit warm if u let me love u." Damn...this got me speechless I don't know what to say, every time I love a man he's never here to stay. Why can't we just chill & kick it like back in tha day? I'm bout to turn around real slow & try to walk away... "I'm not letting u leave until u answer me....Why won't u let me love u pretty lady? darlin baby let me love u, I'll put u up so high in tha sky on a throne, that you'll think tha Moon & tha stars is ur home....& you'll never have to worry bout feelin alone. I wanna love tha air u breathe kuz it's keepin u alive, to be here with me....Why won't u let me love u?" I'm sittin here lookin crazy, & scared to give this man a chance .... they all so triflin & shady, & he want ME to be his lady smh damn why is he doin this to me? I ain't got time to be worried about a man's infidelity or him keepin our business out tha streets confidentially.... I'll be damned if I let him *** me up mentally! "Why won't u let me love u? I'm not ugly, fat, stupid, or slow.... I'm very intelligent & this u should already know! Ur my pretty flower & I wanna watch u grow in my garden & not from tha flower store, I wanna keep u in tha purest of soil...& shower u, & fertilize ur seeds so I can have more of u..... I wanna adore u! Why won't u let me love u!?"