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Speaking openly and unashamed
I am flawed.
My heart and flesh
Continually fail me.
Yet I’m constantly
Picking up my broken pieces
To mend myself
Even though the glue
Has lost its adherence.
So I’ve decided to make
One last ditch effort
To get things right.
Today is the day
I choose to surrender.
Learning to live my life
Fully committed to letting go
All things negative.
Trusting the process
No matter how much it hurts,
Until I gain full understanding
Of what He wants for me.
Where I once held closed palms
Within my embrace
Everything dear to my soul,
I've released from my hold
Is now forever opened
And by their choice free to go.
My feelings will never waiver.
They’ll remain intact and unchanged.
Today is the day
I choose to submit.
Whatever God’s will is,
I accept it.
Going all in 100 %
With faith, trust and belief.
Like apples falling
From the tree,
Some things are
Expected to be,
As with any situation.
But it’s time for me
To let go and let God.
And it’s only because
Knowing what I’m used to,
This fear that’s developed,
Hurts like never before.
I guess that’s the first part
Of the trust process;
Having enough faith and belief
Despite the fear.
I pray God has mercy on my soul.
Let’s see how this goes.
Surrendered and Submitted,
Juanita Jeannine Murray Smalls/LP45
10/24
